I realize that something must be wrong with anyone.

There are no specifics actually - of course I can name people but heck, who am I to do so - and being someone who observe and can be observed, I may just list what is it wrong. And to reveal it, I do think what's wrong is what we see. I honestly used myself.

Being someone who can tolerate things hardly, what I see is what I perceive easily, and sometimes what we really thought right is something wrong. There is a mixture of implied pride that easily goes into us, blinding us to resist acceptance. We hardly know, then, what is wrong, and sometimes, even if it's us who really are wrong... we still fight for what we hold onto.

How do you accept mistake easily, for heaven's sake, by the way? One careless thing for us to step into is what we think would come off easily, is not that safe. If you go into something and not ready for the consequences, why take it? Sometime in our life we would realize it. Is it our fault, or some kind of misinterpretations only? In this hodgepodge, we will never really know what to do now.

And going back, just because what we think is right (pertaining to a specific mishmash), and we have a number of acquaintances to support, we forget to view other factors.

I hope this goes to everyone concerned. And for my part, too. I guess it's time to let go... just completely ignore what happened months before, and take loads of bravery for tomorrow. If others are going to stay, it's their choice actually. But I don't really need to hope piteously because I have a life too. Enough said.

After all, there's another day to look forward too. I think my eyes are fixed.

P.S. I still think everyone is affected, and it's not something like one person could be a culprit. I'm going to put this in my head, I'm never going to forget easily. But I'll do my best to not hear those echoes some people would add; like Joar says I'm bad. Maybe, but my opinion is valid for me at least; and to tell someone a comment is not hurtful at all, I've realized. --- (<- And oh, this symbol I used to think meant two definitions. But now it only seems to define the word end).